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写在雨天下雨的日子人总感觉特别的忧郁和压抑，精神难以振奋。
现在的生活真的不同了。某天下午，心情就极度烦躁，没法静心工作。而某天，却要强颜欢笑和一些表面人搭讪。又某天，突然发现原来很多事不是我想象的那么美好。无论亲眼所见或道听途说，深深地感到：社会人真的很复杂。
短短的4个月工作，遇到了很多人，不同类型。渐渐懂得不能依靠，不能指望，太相信别人容易受伤害。
工作中的自己似乎离本性的我越来越远了，在学会生存技能的同时，那些非常质朴纯真的感觉就会随之丢掉。有时候真觉得自己很天真，很单纯，想找个安全罩好好地把自己保护好，不被人利用不被人耍。
性格中的弱点我今生没法去除，但最希望自己能够时刻提醒着自己，放聪明点，人心是个挺可怕的东西。学着油滑，学着奉承。。。。
在生命中每个拐点，总有些人出现有些人离去，他们不过都是些匆匆过客，没有什么值得留恋。而那些曾经自己以为美好的记忆如今也变得越来越淡，不知道我自己是不是真的老了，真的能看透看明白了。常常矛盾的用很多理由来说服自己妥协，硬拽着自己往“圈里”靠。
还能有当初那份坚持和原则吗？我现在很难回答了。。。。
5月心情4月底终于完成了论文初稿，心情十分忐忑地把我两个月的劳动成果非常慎重地发给了只见过一次面的传闻听说很难搞的老师。忽忽，气还挺长的。本来嘛，本科论文就是copy+paste,根本没太大的技术含量，不过我还是挺担心的，because!我的论文基本都是抄来的。三天以后收到了邮件，呵呵~~~果然不出我所料，信中写到：基本可以，没什么大问题。啊哈。。。。第一次就OK了？！我连提纲都没有给他过目过，就直接操刀了诶。是我运气好呢，还是真的有实力？HOHO。。。答案不言而喻咯~~~~
这几天都热的要死，今天总算凉快点了，却下雨。真讨厌下雨，，，什么都是湿漉漉的，滴滴答答地听着就烦。某人竟然和我说喜欢下雨，真不知道为什么，不同种类的，果然大脑结构不同啊。
很长时间没有好好看看电影和连续剧享受一下了，也不知道自己到底在忙些什么，一天天很快地就被我耗掉了。也不想工作，虽然我无时无刻不想着赚钱，可是想想朝九晚五的日子就很恐怖，似乎越是到快要上岗的时候，却越是害怕这天的到来，越感觉心里并没有像我预想的那样做好准备。过惯了free的生活，收心就变成件很困难的事情了。
我的电脑要是再这么愚钝下去，哪天我发狠就不用它了！不用它？那我怎么消遣呢？还是要用的。。。。麽没法。现在还没到换的时候，经济压力哎。。。这个社会哦，搞不好了，统统都那么贵。还是一句话，努力挖分，挖挖挖！
桃花朵朵开春暖花开的日子终于来了，再也不用穿着厚重的衣服，顶着大风出行啦。就是喜欢阳光明媚，就是喜欢暖风阵阵，每天出门前就寻思着：今天穿什么PP的衣服出门呢？哈哈。。。透过窗户望去，一片灿烂，心情也跟着灿烂起来。 前天和妈妈逛街购物，挺疯狂的莱。买了好多东西。我现在终于知道为什么前段时间对买衣服没有feeling了，原因是：偶现在迷上鞋子了。罪孽呀~~~~鞋子可是比衣服贵啊。不过，我信奉一个道理：女人应该拥有一双好鞋。一双么少了点，来个几十双也不过分吧。哈！ 这段时间又开始懈怠了，论文一直没进展，差那么一小部分就没心情弄。心里每天都在催自己块点结束这个痛苦的过程吧，可是每每一上网，就把写论文给拖到最后做，一般等我想到要开始弄论文了，那也该是困高高的时间了。。。。论文大爷，say sorry啦！ 趁着懈怠期，看了两部国产连续剧：《谁懂我的心》，《我们遥远的青春》。都不错，特别喜欢《青春》，喜欢那种淡淡的味道，没有港片那种幽默搞笑，也没有美剧紧凑扣人心悬的剧情。只讲述了一群年轻人关于爱情，生活，友情，现实的现代剧。为他们的纯真坚持却失败的爱情而感动，不禁浮想联翩。。。我，曾经遥远的青春，心里总有抹不去的东西让我模糊间弄不清事实，也许真是自己太懦弱了。振作，振作！ 五月份，要开始准备新的旅游计划了。目标很多：九寨沟，黄山，厦门，香港，海南。还没决定去哪里，去哪里都挺烧钱。money这玩意还真是不能缺。回想下自己，都没好好赚过钱，尽想着花钱来着了。哎。。。以后要努力挖分啊！
company training 2The week-long company training is over. The last two days, we spent one day visiting two places where the company succeeded to promote the projects into the market and got the good sales. One place is located in jiu ting which is near qi bao, another is in pu dong new district. I really like the last one because of the indoor design and the structure. Its a three-story house and just two residents on each floor. These are some pics of the first-floor house.
This is the guest room. I like the main color of this house-black and white. The patten of the curtain is just ok, but I think the designer did a good job because they match each other well.
Do you guys notice the shape of these chairs? They are so cute and creative. I think it must be very comfortable when you sit on it. Through the door, there is a mini garden outside. In the afternoon, after we went back the company, HR planed a colleagues-to-trainers meeting. We could ask whatever we wanted to know about this company and the positons. There was a total of six staff attending the meeting and most of them have worked in this company for at least two years. From their views of this company and their own positons, we could see that all of them have the same opinion that this company has a perfect imformation system which lets coworkers share all the reports and ideas. Its a good place for new staff to learn and know how to do the job better. But after I asked some questions to one staff (she is a pretty girl) who is working the customer (marketing) department, I completely changed my mind about being a bussiness explorer. She just couldnt get the point of any of the questions! Messy! While she was answering the questions, I got more and more confused about this position. when I asked how many people are there in your department. Guess what she said? She said there are seven managers in our department. Oh. Jesus! I think even kids know how to answer it. Also I cant believe there are so many managers in one department. Ok. I wonder if this position has the high standards. So now I applied for "sales&marketing" which means the planning of the projects. It seems that I can learn more about real estate than the bussinss explorer can. The last day was just a half-day. We took a test to see what we have learned from these days training. But we already knew the answers of most the questions. Ha. So its just like to finish the mission. And then we handed over our aggreements to the company. Before this, we had a chance to talk to the HR manager. She said salary in the company is a secret, no one cant metion it. Oh~~~~ she acted like this is kinda like the national treasure. Ha. So funny. Now I return to my relaxing life again and become lazy again. ^0^ I still have two more months to waste and have fun so I should use them well so that I wont regret not doing something in the future. company training 1This week, the company taining really started. I was so excited to know how the real training is and what I can get from it. Before I just read about it on newspaper and some relevant issuses, never experience it. Now it seems that everything goes quickly because its just like a dream and I didnt wake up until it came.
On the first day, we had a short self-introdution with each other. 2/3 of the trainees have master's degree, which dedicates that I will get too much stress from them if I finally work in this company. After that, the hightest manager of this company and two vis directors had Q&A meeting with us. They tried to help us know about this company better and gave us some suggestions which can let us adopt to the futural job better. In the afternoon, we did the registions and some activities. One of the trainee, majoring in psychology, had us done a game which texted the cooperation and trust in groups of people. This game is called" relay the number". We were divided into four groups and every groups had to stand in line. Only the last trainee can know the number. We cant speak and pull the hand in front of the former person. We had to think about the most efficient and effective way to relay it to the first person. It was kinda funny and intersting. At lesat we can kill the time. Ha.
The second and third day both were not that relaxing. All day we just sat there, listend to the kinda boring training lessens and had to put up with the bad atmosphere. I just felt so tired and wanted to fall asleep every one hour. The most surprising thing is that everyday I was starving one or two hours in advance. I even felt that I can eat a whole cow after the lessens! Actually, I compeletly lost my all passion in the training. Now I realise how important the sleep is.
 oh. One thing had to be mentioned. On tuesday, I went to school to take a graduation photo. Although it was rainning when we took the pic but all of us didnt care about it. I was really happy becuase we didnt meet each other for a long time. I miss them so much. Later, I will put some pics of us in my album. Welcome everyone to see it.
Today was pretty good. It was a young guy(HR) who taught us about the etiquettes in the work stituations, manal, policy of the company and definiton of each postion. But when he asked who wants to change the origional choice.Many people holded on their hands. I was so indecisive and hesitated a lot, just cant make up my mind, which is like daily time that I cant make decision of the food,clothes, neckleces, hairclips, everything. Finally I chose the "bussniss exploer". Hope it would be a good position for me.
Ok. I should stop writting and get ready for bed. In two or three days it will be contiued. Good night!
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在心底的角落埋藏着千年的眷恋.
唯留下独自苍白的世界,空空旋转.
夜幕中,静肃的森林里有我漫步的足迹. |
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